Oldest Person To Get Pregnant Naturally – 13 Weeks Pregnant And Having Second Thoughts…Overwhelming Feelings Of Sadness…Please Help?Im 27 years old and I feel like Im doing the wrong thing by have this baby due to the fact that I have zero support and I soooo scared of doing this alone! Im pregnant by a 39 year old man who I considered one of the closest friends in my life. We were friends for 3 1/2 years but never in a romantic relationship. He was in a relationship with someone else the entire time we were friends and I had know idea until he called me one night sad over the broke-up. I always told him when I was in a relationship with someone but I recently realized he wasnt the person he pretended to be. Which doesnt make sense since we were only good friends and not friends with benefits real friend…well at least thats what I thought. But now I realized he was waiting all that time just to sleep with me. He knew I was pregnant before I even had a clue and was cool about it before we were sure I was pregnant. He initially said some hurtful things to me once it was confirmed I was pregnant. Then he started acting like he wanted to do this together and be a family but still said things that made me feel like he really didnt like me and I was right. After asking him a million questions recently he finally admitted that he doesnt have feeling for me at all and I actually kind of get on his nerves. Now I know I can be a pain sometimes so I can understand kind of getting on his nerves at times. The thing that I just dont understand is before we sleep together when we were just friends he always act like he had feelings for me. Meaning he was always there for me not physically but emotionally whenever I needed him and whenever he needed me but never physically until 13 weeks ago. And now Im pregnant which is my fault for having unprotected sex with him. I trusted him and I honestly didnt think he would get me pregnant since he knew my whole situation but it does takes two so I know thats no excuse. I have decided to discontinue communication as friends/lovers/… and keep it strictly about the baby.

I lost my job of 4 years and had to give up my apartment and move back to my mothers house which is stressful. My grandmother who is scitsofantic moved in about 2 yrs ago and we recently foundout she has terminal lung cancer. I was taking her to her doctors appointments but it became too overwhelming for me and she needs a lot of help. My younger brother also lives here who does and his girlfriend is also pregnant and she has more support from my family then I could ever dream of honestly and neither one have jobs or income. But I do recognize I have some jealousy issues in that case.

I was pregnant twice my freshmen years of college and decided not to go forward with the pregnancy due to my boyfriend and I not being ready but the second time we were pregnant I didnt want to have an abortion but wanted to prove to my boyfriend that I wasnt trying to have a baby to keep him so I aborted the pregnancy and that has tore me to pieces year after year. Ever since then Ive wanted to be a mother but wanted to be married in a loving relationship and more stable. I said to myself I would never do that to myself or my baby again but now the situation is ever worst.

My doctor told me Im a very high risk pregnancy because of a large fibroid tumor in my uterus in addition to anti-e antibodys present in my blood which could harm the baby if the antibodies get to high but the levels are low right now thank God! I will admit that I am one of those kind of people that worries and thinks about everything so naturally my thoughts are maybe I shouldnt be having this baby since I have everything against it. Even my body is fighting the baby and my mothers who has been wanting grandchildren forever wants me to have an abortion. Having this baby doesnt feel like the right thing to do right now but an abortion does althought thats not what I want to do. A friend said to me today that sometimes what you want to do isnt what you should do which brought me to none stop tears. Im already an emotional person and now its even worst especially since everyone is against what I want. Now I cry harder and longer. I try to stop because one of my friends keeps telling me Im hurting the baby by crying so much but I cant stop the tears when they start but my body is hurting the baby even when Im not crying and I feel like no matter what I do Im hurting my baby. I use to talk to a therapist but each time I try to talk a therapist they make me feel worst. Im confused. I just want to make the right decision. Sorry for my life story I just wanted to give as much background information to help.

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